Of all the things we left behind in Sydney. Of all the places and people that we, I, loved dearly. This place holds the biggest piece of my heart.
'Mother and Child' intertwined. A bond and love that bridges the gap between heaven and earth.
My first little flower.
Because I know the spirit of my child and I know the plan God has for us, I know my
daughter is not really there. And the closeness I feel to her when
we are there, is brought on only by reflection. Deep heart felt reflection
as we tell our children the story of her little life that ended as quickly as it began. And we sing the words
to 'families are forever' that I cannot finish.
As I soak in the voices of my family singing what I cannot, I feel of the privilege it is to be a mother and to have given this little spirit the body that she needed for such a short time.
But I miss her. And what could have been. And quiet times of meditation take my thoughts to her
and connects our spirits that are separated but for a moment.
And while it was important to say goodbye to this place. To our little one whose body resides there. I know her spirit soars high. And where we go, I have no doubt, that she will go too.
6 comments:
Beautifully written and I know the feeling well. I miss not being able to visit my angel, especially on her birthday. But I too know that her spirit is not there, that its just the testing place for her body at this time. I love that statue of the mother and child intertwined. It brought a tear to my eyes. Sure miss you!! Xoxo
I had no idea. A big part of your heart is always with her I am sure x
Whitney, it is a beautiful statue isn't it! When I first saw it, I was overwhelmed with how perfect (and beautiful) it was to stand above the little babes that lye below it!
I have often thought of having a small one made to sit with other little statues I have in my home! I think I will one day! :)
Lots of love to you and your beautiful little angel!!!
I did not know this either?! beautiful post. So lovely. I know she is with your family wherever you go. May you feel her with you often.
Felicity, thank you for helping me hug each of mine just a little bit tighter today. You are beautiful and I just love you and your family.
This is simply beautiful Felicity. So hard to leave behind and I love your words and heart you have shared with us. N x
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